Living In A Bubble

19. Australia. Dream. Hope. Wander. Inspire. Create. Love. Live.

"One need not be a chamber to be haunted, one need not be a house. The brain has corridors surpassing material place."

I’m thinking of deleting my tumblr

I am so hungry, I can’t do this, I’m such a failure.

I wish one day my friends would ask me. I wish one day I could be totally honest about how bad I feel. I mean they know - but not the full extent. They saw me have crying break downs in year 12, they know I have anxiety & depression, they know I’m on meds, they know I see a psychiatrist every week. They don’t know every day is a battle, they don’t know I’m suicidal & have been for about 4 years, they don’t know I used to cut and I think about it every day, they don’t know I binge & purge, they don’t know that I’ve overdosed multiple times. But I’ll never tell them and they’ll never ask.

I wish one day my friends would ask me. I wish one day I could be totally honest about how bad I feel. I mean they know - but not the full extent. They saw me have crying break downs in year 12, they know I have anxiety & depression, they know I’m on meds, they know I see a psychiatrist every week. They don’t know every day is a battle, they don’t know I’m suicidal & have been for about 4 years, they don’t know I used to cut and I think about it every day, they don’t know I binge & purge, they don’t know that I’ve overdosed multiple times.

But I’ll never tell them and they’ll never ask.

(via willieverstopmissingyou)

I wanted to tell her that if only something were wrong with my body it would be fine. I would rather have anything wrong with my body than something wrong with my head…